I never know if I'm in control Or if my actions are dictated By my choices to this day It's overwhelming in a subtle kind of way But I just wanna be consumed And start afresh with this knowledge I've acquired To seek help when I needed it I'd tell my parents not to stick it out for us So I don't isolate myself at 15, and bury this underneath ♪ Oh, I know you're trying to mend this But don't pretend like you know me well I hate to say it but the damage is done I learnt to live without dependency And all it did was leave me fucking lonely And function solely for the purpose of one ♪ There's too many cases out there for me to count And we just sit in silence as the damage amounts It rips and tears us apart And it won't hit hard until it's too late So I should just take some time And try to fix what is left Before I'm old and alone Filled with regret