Four years ago, looking around Wondering if anyone understood how I felt Or could calm me down So glad I didn't kill myself way back when So glad I didn't stop what could of been Cause I love me now Everybody knows that I try my best All my best friends, yeah they can attest I'm not some know how Can we all move on, put this shit to rest? I'm just a human being needing some respect For the life I live now Mmm, and the life I live now It means everything to me Mmm, it's just the life I live now It means everything to me Mmm, it's just the life I live now Can't erase whats already there I can't stress everyday, ripping out my hair Why bring myself down? I feel the love and it feels good Everything turned out how I thought it would In the life I live now Mmm yeah, the life I live now It means everything to me Mmm, it's just the life I live now It means everything to me Mmm, it's just the life I live now It's just the life I live now It's just the life I live now