Cross into decade three
Can't keep apart my nostalgia and anxiety
What's wrong with me?
For a brief second I thought maybe I'd never leave
I bite my tongue to feel something
Then I ask why you bail on me
What's the worst that could happen
Remove myself from reality?
The worst part's the thought you won't miss me
Wait, why am I thinkin that?
I feel like I'm digging my grave
I feel like I'm stuck in my ways
I feel like I can't escape
Over and over again
I feel like I'm digging my grave
I feel like I'm buried in shame
I feel like I can't escape
Over and over again
I've been digging my grave
I don't know what to believe
I fear this will be the end of me
You could tell me a thousand reasons why
But nothing's ever gunna fix my mind
I need god to help me
I'm not okay I'm not healthy
I wish that I felt normal inside
Take away my urge to die
It's suffocating
I can't breathe
It's controlling
Let me out
I feel like I'm digging my grave
I feel like I'm stuck in my ways
I feel like I can't escape
Over and over again
I feel like I'm digging my grave
I feel like I'm buried in shame
I feel like I can't escape
Over and over again
I feel like I'm digging my grave
I feel like I'm stuck in my ways
I feel like I can't escape
Over and over again
I feel like I'm digging my grave
I feel like I'm buried in shame
I feel like I can't escape
Over and over again
I've been digging my grave