As we fight for air...
We push away our comforts
I can't feel safe, not now
But this last breath could still tear these sails down
With my back to the ocean
And a gun in my hand
I resist pulling the trigger
Cause I'm already a dead man
So slow the poison courses through my veins and out of this pen
Count your blessings and close your eyes
Pray this is all a dream
It's 2: 38am and I've fallen asleep out in the rain again
Count your blessings and close your eyes
Pray this is all a dream
While taking cover we pray for another life
A life without the tragedy
While taking cover we pray for another life
A life without the misery
Oh!
Fortune never favoured me
(And I'll fight till my last gasp)
Am I the only one who knows that I'm afraid?
I'm afraid to look deeper
I fought hard to reach the shore
But the waves keep breaking closer
The tide like arms drags me in
Oh I'm strong, I'm fearless
Oh I'm an uphill battle's nightmare
Father this one is for you!
(Here we go again just looking for the end
I cannot forgive myself this time)
Am I brave enough to stop them?
The nightmares that keep me here
In this darken room above the world
(Don't wait up waiting for me)
We call for hope, this means everything!
He said, son you're doing just fine
And I bet you're asking why
You know I'm here above you but...
Wake up, don't watch the sky!
Fortune never favoured me,
Am I the only one who knows that I'm afraid?
Fortune never favoured me
It's time to bury all my fucking ghosts beneath the snow