I lay down In your eyes In your arms With your lies I forgive But never forget Do you feel No regret And it's been so long since I could say Oh, that I have felt so close yet so far away I stumble as the world surrounds me I cannot help myself I feel it every time my heart beats for you And no one else And you are a beautiful disaster But our love has faded faster Than we could ever understand That blood is on your hands And I felt the end was upon us Sooner than your honesty Can you feel me Bleeding memories of your ghost It hurts for a moment but then it just goes Feeling into all your lies another fucking excuse Leaves me with alibis Deceiving me again and again I'm not asking you to feel an ounce of guilt I'm evening the odds on my own terms Using the hand you've dealt There's nothing left to lose All I feel is you And now there's nothing left to prove All I feel is you And it's been so long since I could say Oh, that I have felt so close yet so far away I stumble as the world surrounds me I cannot help myself I feel it every time my heart beats for you And no one else