I never give myself the time to heal
I bury all my flaws and failures so it won't feel real
Don't wanna think about what I regret
But now I think that I'm too deep, I'm in over my head
I admit I'm a mess, nothing's picture-perfect
I confess, I've misled, thought it'd all be worth it
But now I see that I've been holding back the things that I should've felt all along
I wanna feel the slow burn (sun burn)
Make sure I feel everything
'Cause I'll never learn (never learn)
If I don't face myself and finally let it hurt (let it hurt)
No matter what's killing me, I stay numb to everything
I wanna feel the slow burn
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I know I'm not who I'm supposed to be
I've got skeletons in closets, locked away, and lost the keys
But now I'm working on a better me
But being honest with myself is so much harder than it seems
I wanna feel the slow burn (sun burn)
Make sure I feel everything
'Cause I'll never learn (never learn)
If I don't face myself and finally let it hurt (let it hurt)
No matter what's killing me, I stay numb to everything
I wanna feel the slow burn
♪
Now I see that I've been holding back the things that I should've felt all along
I wanna feel the slow burn (sun burn)
Make sure I feel everything
'Cause I'll never learn (never learn)
If I don't face myself and finally let it hurt (let it hurt)
No matter what's killing me, I stay numb to everything
I wanna feel the slow burn (sun burn)
Make sure I feel everything
'Cause I'll never learn (never learn)
If I don't face myself and finally let it hurt (let it hurt)
No matter what's killing me, I stay numb to everything
I wanna feel the slow burn