If could be honest, at times lost my focus and my sight (yeah)
Man I would run to the vomit, lost sight of the promise
And the man You're calling me to be (yeah)
Would try to walk this thing out by my own self
All this time I'm knowing l'm in need of Your
Help SoI leave my pride aside,
All the things have buried inside
You came in and You made my burdens light, Jesus
If l'm being honest, You were the only one who's
Been here from the start,
Yeah You are my heart, Lord
Said if l'm being honest with You, Jesus You
Give me peace inside (yeah) Look,
I would try to run away from the pain, run back to drank,
Run back to the vomit was really trynna hide,
But there's only one God that really knows
Where my heart is I'm feeling like everyone left,
There's nobody left, my spirit is starving
Who could really understand these problems,
Who can relate to this hurt inside me?
Really feel guilt, this shame inside Really feel
Hurt, this pain inside
Feeling like don't ever catch no break, but I gotta seek truth
These days are timed
Look, I gotta stay diligent, seek understanding and hang with the wise
Don't understand how You working it out, but know that
You're hearing these prayers of mine You told
Me ain't ever got to work for this because
You've done it all Holy Spirit is the comforter,
When the times are troubled Your love will solve
Time and agreement, I got every reason, I got
To acknowledge You now
If I'm in Your honors, I'm glad that You've found me
My Father, I'm loving all of these promises now
If l'm being honest,
You were the only one who's been here from
The start, yeah You are my heart, Lord
Said if l'm being honest with You, Jesus You
Give me peace inside (yeah)
If l'm being honest,
Stray from the promise, at times I lean on my
Own strength If can just get in
Your word, apply what heard,
I know that I won't break Pray for me that don't
Stray, don't wanna start lifting my own name
They sold their soul for the industry, I'm sold
Out for the ministry with Your flame
Guard your heart, life flows from it Seeping in
The music, mine flows from it
He ain't really saved yet, but claimed him, my bros coming!
Harvest time, their soul's coming If it didn't kill
You, you can grow from it
Fear and anxiety, they use to lie to me These
Days I got 'em both running!
Steven said we going back to back Some trade
Salvation for a platinum plaque
The moment's fun, but you don't know the Son
Let me ask you some', what's after that?
Steven said we going back to back Plead for
Souls, I got a chance at that
The moment's fun cause know the Son and it's
Heaven's gates all after that
If I'm being honest, You were the only one who's
Been here from the start
Yeah You are my heart, Lord
Said if I'm being honest with You, Jesus You
Give me peace inside (yeah)
Said If l'm being honest, You were the only one
Who's been here from the start,
Lord You are my heart, Lord If l'm being honest
With You, Jesus You give me peace inside