So what's next? To let myself go? Life closed the stretch of that road I could have been there in the end, but selfishness left me alone I've dropped a lot of my hopes No home, and nowhere to go Tried not to stress, but now you're dead and buried How could I have known the end of your life would that sudden? I felt so attacked I'm caving in Might fade away just to escape what I know But that's how we die, and it's sad Forget all the plans that we had I'm caving in Might fade away just to escape what I know What's next? To let myself go? Life closed the stretch of that road I could have been there in the end, but selfishness left me alone I've dropped a lot of my hopes No home, and nowhere to go Tried not to stress, but now you're dead and buried How could I have known? ("I know when I said goodbye to him, that it wasn't goodbye forever When I see him again he won't be in pain, and he won't be weak") But that's how we die, and it's sad Forget all the plans that we had I'm caving in Might fade away just to escape what I know How could I have known?