I watched it fall away again I'm tired, so why should I pretend I'm over it? Fuck it, I'm fine I'll act like it hasn't been on my mind I don't know why I tried to hide from lies I thought that I could have a stable life again I'm playing blank cassettes I know you remember the time I said "what the fuck do you want from me?" off the meds But then I was left with a lie You said you would be mine Look behind misguided eyes, I left everything I had that night You called me just to invite me back to that city And leave behind the new life I liked, so I said goodbye I took my car, I knew it wasn't right I let regrets surrounding my head fall again All I wanted, then, was to make amends It was only months before I watched it end Remember that note that I left for you? Desperate, I just needed help, but you decided to vanish Well, fuck you too I was homeless and left to move Abusing a drug that fucked up my head until I overdosed again I know you remember the time I said "what the fuck do you want from me?" off the meds I'm over it Fuck it, I'm fine I'll act like it hasn't been on my mind My last cry for help