Flip through a magazine I pretend I'm on the cover, a beauty queen Beating myself up, like I'm seventeen At least it's not in vain like it used to be See through skin and bones Learn to love whoever's on your doorstep, breaking in Should have known that this is what you get When too many knows your name Pierce through flesh and blood, say exactly Whatever you're thinking, let me bleed Thought this would be over by now But it's coming back somehow My thoughts are in disarray Disconnected like my body is to my brain I no longer want to be the bigger person I want to scream and fight and you to be patient Thursday night, I am turning into some kind of monster Burning down everything around me with my gaze But no one would believe me No one's whispering Every word I hear goes to my head Please fight for me Can't you see they feed my enemy I'm not who I used to be I'm a child, a light, a beam I've tried to find some kind of meaning Oh, I'm a child, a light, a beam I've tried to find some kind of meaning ♪ Bleed through skin and bones I am more than only a reflection of my past More than just a piece for them to play In this stupid little game Love me 'til I'm dirt Love me through this bullshit I go through Please put your hands over my ears like I am a child Scared of thunder in the night