Stuck in a bottle, think I need that
Tears in my eyes, can't go back
Tunnel vision, now all hope is missing
Thinking that I made the right decision
Then 2 turned to 4, now I've lost track
Memories flooded as it goes black
Mistakes that I've made, just attack, attack
When you're this lost, most don't come back
Too close with no chance to let you know
So tell me, was it worth it?
Even if you're hurting?
I'd given in to all my darkest doubts
Like there was no way out
Tell me, was it worth it?
Maybe I deserve this?
I'd given in to all my darkest doubts
Like there was no way out
Tell my family I love them, I'm sorry
Tell my friends it's okay if they hate me
Tried so hard, came up empty
Forgive and forget isn't like me
I never learned how I need to let go
It's all too much so swallowed the pain away
I couldn't stay
Too close with no chance to let you know
So tell me, was it worth it?
Even if you're hurting?
I'd given in to all my darkest doubts
Like there was no way out
Tell me, was it worth it?
Maybe I deserve this?
I'd given in to all my darkest doubts
Like there was no way out
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I ran away, I ran away
Lied to myself, said it was okay
I hid the pain, thinking it'd go away
Couldn't escape, I found another way
I ran away, I ran away, trying to feel something
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So tell me, was it worth it?
Even if you're hurting?
I'd given in to all my darkest doubts
Like there was no way out
So tell me, was it worth it?
Even if you're hurting?
I'd given in to all my darkest doubts
Like there was no way out
Tell me, was it worth it?
Maybe I deserve this?
I'd given in to all my darkest doubts
Like there was no way out
No way out
No way out