Time went by don't know why I'm trying Took too long things went wrong now you're gone I wish we met when we were young No longer now, we burned up like the sun Tainted body, mind & soul I wish we'd known before we lost control I waste my time on you & no matter what I do You're the voice inside my head I'm so sick of all your lies & no matter how hard I try I think it's time for this to die The silence it's haunting My demons inside They creep up They taunt me I can't choose a side I kick and I scream A means to an end We started as lovers But ended not friends now You You wanted him to be me What do I get from this Still the same old shit Not suffering but Damn where do I stand Am I God or am I man You understand? Are you lying awake Does it hurt you to see This fucking cross I bare So bow down to me This hell is reserved My palace is burnt A longing for freedom A place to desert me Fuck This house that we built Felt like a prison you found No one holding you in But you still burned it fucking down