Pushing me Pulling me A second chance, if it's not too much to ask for These idle hands put the drugs all on the dashboard You can't say it, I'll be fine in the morning Yeah, I know I wasted time, for that I'm sorry This is going too far, going too far again This is getting too hard, too hard to pretend I need a minute, to remember where I am Nobody's winning, no I can't do this again Falling to pieces, watch it crumble in my hands I need a minute, is this is really who I am? Suddenly there was an unexplainable force pushing me Suddenly there was an unexplainable force pulling me This isn't enjoyable anymore Shut your close-minded open door Dragging my body with my nails Anything I get into entirely fails I ruined so many people's lives Nothing I take care of ever survives I am what I am I am what I am This isn't enjoyable anymore Shut your close-minded open door Dragging my body with my nails Anything I get into entirely fails I ruined so many people's lives Nothing I take care of ever survives I am what I am I am what I am I need a minute, to remember where I am Nobody's winning, no I can't do this again Falling to pieces, watch it crumble in my hands I need a minute, is this is really who I am? I need a minute, to remember where I am Nobody's winning, no I can't do this again Falling to pieces, watch it crumble in my hands I need a minute, is this is really who I am? Pushing me Pulling me