Call you up at 4:35 from the ground like I'm gonna die I convince myself that I'm alright While I'm pushing all the pressure back inside I'm gonna do what I gotta do But I wanna change how I'm getting through Someday I'll figure it out But I can't do it right now So, I keep telling myself I keep telling my telling myself That I'm gonna be okay Gonna be gonna be okay I've been feeling like hell So I keep telling my telling myself That I'm gonna be okay Gonna be gonna be okay Honestly I drown myself in distractions And chase after pain then write it off as a passion And run away when I get too close to feeling good Cause it's all I know Now I'm gonna do what I gotta do But I wanna change how I'm getting through Someday I'll figure it out But I can't do it right now So, I keep telling myself I keep telling my telling myself That I'm gonna be okay Gonna be gonna be okay Yeah I've been feeling like hell So I keep telling my telling myself That I'm gonna be okay Gonna be gonna be okay Woah I keep telling myself I keep telling my telling myself That I'm gonna be okay Gonna be gonna be okay Yeah I keep telling myself I keep telling my telling myself That I'm gonna be okay Gonna be gonna be okay Yeah I've been feeling like hell So I keep telling my telling myself That I'm gonna be okay Gonna be gonna be okay I've been feeling like hell So I keep telling my telling myself That I'm gonna be okay Gonna be gonna be okay Yeah