Do you ever wonder where you'd be If it wasn't for that one mistake 'Cause life changes And I wouldn't blame you if you ran away Never thought that I would reach 21 I just want this damage undone I wish that I could live for fun But my body feels frozen And my eyes keep closing Keep closing My good days never last Yeah Made a mistake that I can't take back They say the first step is the hardest But I'm not scared of heights I'm just scared of falling But I guess I'm too young to be afraid Got my whole life ahead of me Right At least that's what they told me But I know it's a lie I just wanna be ok Don't think twice Never have another bad day In my life Is it too much to ask For a little bit of help 'Cause where your life is heaven I'm living in Hell Living in hell Living in, living in Hell I'm living in, living in hell My good days never last Yeah Made a mistake that I can't take back Living in, living in Hell I'm living in, living in hell