When the smoke gets clear And the stage is set for another band That's the only time that we can talk And my nerves are getting hot I know I had to break your heart Watching from the dark, oh where do I start I know I had to break your heart 'Cause if you ever found out, that's the end It's early in the morning The party's over You're crying on the phone I'm coming to your home Baby I wonder how I could hurt you so ♪ I had the craziest thought that I could make it in rock I put my hands to guitar try to sing with heart I only want the desert, I only want cocaine I only want to be alone, I only want the fame I'm having terrible sleep full of anxiety I put the knife to my skin but I can push in I'm really dull I got nothing going on Not enough thoughts to keep each other I know I had to break your heart Watching from the dark, oh where do I start I know I had to break your heart 'Cause if you ever found out, that's the end I know I had to break your heart Watching from the dark, oh where do I start I know I had to break your heart 'Cause if you ever found out, that's the end ♪ Baby I wonder how I could hurt you so