All I Can Say, Is That My Pain Is Deep
I Cry I Pray, I Dream Of Endlessly
I Keep It In I Don't Say A Word
Cause MY Will To Live Is Stronger Than My Hurt
Ah Ah OOOOH
See I feel a lotta pain on the inside
Lots of hate & self doubt
I can't sleep I'm stressed out
I can't find no way out
There's no way that I'm proud
On what I've done or where I been
Or where I stand with so called friends
I'm Michelin
Tired of the way I been feeling
I'm burned out
I've gone flat
Now I need a spare Now
I've gotten too close
To closure
But I came up too short
And cause Ima man don't mean I'm not emotional
These days haven't really been approachable
Ima a popular loner... niggas know me but they don't really know the inside me
I'm Ten times deep in pain I need insight please
I know you see the cry for help in my E Y E's
I'm not meant to feel it
Not complaining
Then again I'm sitting
Tryna figure out what's meant for niggas
Like me I don't talk about my problems much
Like AC in the hood I don't vent to niggas
I thank y'all for the hard times then again
I thank God for the hard times
Feeling a void
No love
More hate
No peace
More pain
Falling apart
Man I'm not fine
That's why I stay alone
And I'm tryna right my wrongs
And that's why I stay at home
Had to really find myself, had to really find myself had to really find myself
I know I know I know
Tryna find out what's real show me what's real
Lately I been at War
War
I'm not human without flaws I'm not human without God and
I'm not human without tryna find peace with myself and these emotion tryna trap me in bondage
And I feel disregarded
And im tired of feeling irrelevant
By parents my family friends & them
Pulling my hair out I don't know where to begin
NOT CONDITIONED FOR ALL THIS PAIN ITS NOT LEAVING ITS SETTING IN
Like
A young man just lost in his thoughts
Im PO that's why I'm stuck in a box
This black mail is addressing his problems
I'll return & ship out And deliver that's at whatever cost
I'm not fond of the people who fraud & send shots cause they won't hit the target
Outgoing but awkward
Send love but heartless
Feeling like Tin Man
Blaming my self for whatever's the problem
That's why I stay alone
And I'm tryna right my wrongs
And that's why I stay at home
Had to really find myself, had to really find myself had to really find myself.
I know I know I know
Tryna find out what's real show me what's real
Lately I been at War
War