Somedays my thoughts shriek so loud That they congest the rest of my mind Other days they chant lullaby's As if nothing has ever happened. One moment I'm up, then the next I'm crumbling down to my knees. One or the other, It's consistent drowning with no one to rescue me But for gods sake do they realise What horrid phrases the voices scream? I'm awaiting to go home where it's all white and peaceful I have days when I'm so narcissistic, I swear I can commence the world as if every millisecond Is a luxury of sighs and sounds At moments my dispute comes out so rapid All I get is crooked looks and mumbles Somedays I love him, Other times I swear he's the devil in disguise During my manic episodes you spoke so soft As if I was a fallen angel, as if I was a fallen angel, That was overflowing, that was overflowing with life