'Cause I don't hate you
I just hate myself
I swear it was love at first sight
W-when you tell me you love me
And I know I got problems, you hate when I speak
But I hope that you never gon' dump me
'Cause I been off it when I walk in
When I see you with him when I walked in
'Cause, girl, you knew all the pain that you caused
And you said it was me when you lost it
But now, it's too late, you never call me when you say
You never been there when I'm waitin'
Never been stabbed in the back, in the back with a mag
'Cause now I'm makin' money, with the cash in the stack
Don't call me when you off it 'cause it ain't stoppin' our problems
Can you tell me when you're honest?
Do-don't lie to my face when you're talkin'
'Cause I don't hate you
I just hate myself
'Cause I don't hate you
I just hate myself
Don't feel like myself no more
Blurry spaced out, can you give me a moment
I need to find myself to feel like I'm lost in a world with no one
I wanna be on my own
Plugged in headphones zone out, click airplane mode
I wanna feel love just one more time
But I don't like the trusting process
She broke my heart, left me in the past
And maybe that's why I'm in love with smoking
Cigarette smoke, I'm coping
Champagne bottles help most of my problems
So how can I shoot my shot like Derozan
When all these girls are frozen?
I swear that I can't trust no one
No turn the back when I need them most
I swear it was love at first sight
W-when you tell me you love me
And I know I got problems, you hate when I speak
But I hope that you never gon' dump me
'Cause I been off it when I walk in
When I see you with him when I walked in
'Cause, girl, you knew all the pain that you caused
And you said it was me when you lost it
Lost it, when you lost, when you lost, when you lost, when you lost
I don't hate you
I just hate myself
'Cause I don't hate you
I just hate myself
'Cause I don't hate you
I just hate myself
'Cause I don't hate you
I just hate myself