Your name on my lips and a pill on my tongue I don't have a lot to give, I don't know what I want But I know it's not enough And I've been so numb, percocet in my blood I'm ignoring facetimes in the back of the club Sigil on my arm and I might carve it in my skin If you open up my scars then I might let you in But I've been breathing hard under club lights (all night) And I don't want to die like this Nicotine dreams, I want to drown in my sleep But I still hear you talking to me It's like I'm slipping away Farther and farther, got my blood on the floor And the pain isn't fading so I'm taking one more I still feel your heart pushing hard at my veins So I try to hang on, but the memory fades Now you're calling me back, you're calling me back home Your name on my lips and a pill on my tongue I don't have a lot to give, I don't know what I want But I know it's not enough And I've been so stuck, I just want to get numb With the the gothboiclique in the back of the club Another pill on my tongue and you're calling me dumb Getting tired of the sun so I'll board the windows up She got rose red lips and a crucifix Pray to god I don't miss and put faith in my clique I got silver on my neck, but I was raised by wolves Fire in my heart but you're frozen still Left my benz in LA and I lost my love I'm spiraling down, but still counting up Your name on my lips and a pill on my tongue I don't have a lot to give, I don't know what I want But I know it's not enough And I've been so stuck, I just want to get numb With the the gothboiclique in the back of the club