Told me not to call so I broke my phone Left me in my room, now I'm all alone And every time that we talk it's like I hold my tongue And I can't say what I wanted, this was never what I wanted But I'll be the first to admit it, and I'll be the one you're forgetting Lay on my back, face the ceiling I ain't felt this bad in a minute Broken glass in parking lots, what we had is all I got Another night I'm stuck in my head It's the only way I get to see you again I don't have hope, I don't see change I can't feel love, I'm just a bad dream (to you) Just another night, try to make it through I'm pouring red wine into open wounds My heart is a tomb and my body lay in ruins Like I want to see you soon and I can't hide it Photos from your room, you say you miss me too You're lying next to me, but you're lying Scattered ashes on my arm, baby meet me in the dark Just hold onto my heart if you find it Bite my neck, no love, put my name in your book Just be sure to use my blood when you write it I've been crashing every night Time and time again we fight I don't want to live this life It makes me want to take, makes me want to take... Broken glass in parking lots, what we had is all i got And I don't wanna die in my bed, but I just took a pill and a half again