I've been drinkin' for like six days
I can't feel your hands on my face
Drownin' in the bottle like a lake
Clawing at the surface
What's a life with no purpose
And I don't wanna speak your name
Voices in my head, try to keep 'em at bay
I tried to feel but all I got was pain
I tried to love, but I'm too good with hate
I'm caught up in my ways
I don't wanna live just to see another day
I don't wanna dream just to see it fade away
And I don't wanna go if you stay
I wanna meet death, I can't wait
I'm tryna find an alternate state
I wanna meet death, I can't wait
I'm tryna find an alternate state
I don't wanna leave just to be alone
I don't wanna feel like I can't feel anymore
I don't wanna dream when I wake up cold
I don't wanna be who I am anymore
I don't wanna try, I'm so tired tonight
I don't have a heart that could let in the light
I don't wanna be who I am anymore
I don't wanna be who I am anymore
My heart is a tomb, but my body's at peace
I can't even speak when I hear you breathe
You don't wanna make any time for me
You don't wanna take any lines from me
I can't even speak when I hear you breathe
I can't even breathe when I try to sleep
I can never sleep 'til I find some peace
I won't find peace 'til my heart stops beating