Life's just a promise I made to someone And I can't wait to break it Drownin' in my head, so I try to stay numb I know you hate it I'm breathing hard and my body aches You come around just to go away I don't wanna talk, I don't wanna wait Why should I stay if I don't wanna stay? Eyes closed, die slow No heart, no home Take my body away from me No sleep, wrists meet razor blade And I can't even breathe on my own When I try to sleep at night God, you don't even know Oh, God, you don't even know I'm breaking ice on a frozen lake I'm getting lost in a darker place I'll take as much as I wanna take And I won't slow down until I forget your name I'm giving up on another day Percocet to keep the pain at bay All my dead friends get this Hennessy And I just wanna close my eyes, try to fly away Eyes closed, die slow No heart, no home Take my body away from me No sleep, wrists meet razor blade And I can't even breathe on my own When I try to sleep at night God, you don't even know Oh, God, you don't even know