I've been unconscious, iPhone on silent I've just been caught up in all the violence Eye for an eye, yeah? I picked a side, yeah I'll take my life away, just like (xx) All of my time here, it's just a nightmare Heaven had a chance, I think that God's scared Death's on my side now, switchblade got iced out I'll tear my way out, I'll drown myself out All of my time here, has been a nightmare You think that I'm scared You think that I'm scared The only thing I fear is not getting my share You thought I'd fight fair You thought I'd fight fair Always knew I'd die for this I always knew I'd die for this Didn't mean to throw my life away I don't wanna throw my life away Death always sits across from me Empty churches, but the coffins sing Your closed casket always haunted me Closed caskets always haunting me I feel like time's up, I feel like I'm stuck Always caught up getting caught up I've got a death wish, I've got a long list I've got no patience, never complacent Fucked in the head, but I wanna be a better man Already dead but I wanna feel alive again Ink in my skin, cover the lines, always running red I'm so depressed Weight on my chest Blade to my wrist Gun to my head All of my time here, has been a nightmare You think that I'm scared You think that I'm scared The only thing I fear is not getting my share You thought I'd fight fair You thought I'd fight fair You thought I'd fight fair