I wish I hadn't fallen And I wish I'd never strayed, I wish that I could see you again and nothing ever changed And I wish that I was sleeping back in your folding bed and And I wish that I could stop crying and ease my head in XX Let them go, Let the rise, Let them sit on their ass and cry, Let them be what they wanna be, I wish the best for you. I wish I had some money And I wish you had some, too. I wish it wasn't someone else spending time with you. Okay, give me those XX bells, give me that XX, Give me the money you owe me for our home! Give me one XX, Give me one I can't have, Well you, let me on my own. I wish that I was crippled I wish that I was climbed and I wish that I hadn't seen your fucking perfect smile. I know I am not perfect. Please, please I've tried. It takes the one you truly love to make a grown man cry. And somewhere there is someone, Someone I haven't met, Who like me's a bottle of contradictions and a pile of shattered nuts.