They hold spite, so hold up with life Seen around bad habits and trap me off court-side Out of words and lips made for you Know I've had a gun to your head You were chosen few But what doesn't kill you Just leaves a mess But no, I never want to tear it back Another life, could've live To weave another thread to reel me in But your heart's not where your mouth is But the price is mine to pay Your turned up word has proven useless I go beside, out of your way But what doesn't kill you Just leaves a mess But no, I never want to tear it back I've been faced this through laughing I've been afraid to leave, I'm fighting still And never known what I need to do Don't know how to push through this I used to be an optimist And never known what I need to do Don't know how to push through this I used to be an optimist