Counting down the days Till I can legally run away Stare at the ceiling until I'm old Float underwater and let it go You get a holiday all your own While I sit and wonder how to do it alone You'll ask me how I'm doin' fine You'll ask me how I've been I'm alive If I keep all the rules myself Can I please be anybody else, and I'll Grow up to be a warm blanket Spend my life comforting a slow panic Fall asleep wondering if the world makes it Wake to the weight of it all, disappear I'll keep up the pace Cause I don't stop to feel it anyway And when I leave it'll be for good Let you win the war like you thought you should When I close my eyes it'll all disappear