All of the rumours in the ending of the night In all decisions and forsaking of your rights I wanted you to see the rain But all the other ones were basically the same I didnt ruin it i ruined it didnt i I think your boyfriend is the coolest guy I know your boyfriend has a name It is a name i am afraid to ever say High on the hill i am standing there still Waiting for you to come home You will be caring and funny and kind I will be checking my phone And i will be sullen and tortured and bored In the role for which i was born The secret will end neither mine or yours It was divulged of its own accord Difficult to believe the message in the eyes To think my feelings have a true basis in life And i was easily ashamed Into believing that i wasnt what i'd claimed Deep in the summer, we swam in your room We collected the fruits that we'd earned The shells in winter and we held each other The future was what we deserved The castle was once where we now are stood So who pulled it into the earth A hope in the road used solely as a show As a symbol of its owners worth