I spend the weekend with my family up in Michigan
Picking at warts and trying not to think of her again
I tell myself I'm normal and I'm not too old to dream
So many people in this world but no one's what they seem
I don't need you go away
But I need someone, but I don't wanna go out and play
Cause I'm no fun
I'm living in loneliness
It's fine
No one to deal with me a waste of time
I would love to connect with myself
Than it seems then anybody else
And I can't believe
I'm fucking alone
I'll meet me tonight
I'll treat myself right
And I'll take me home
Where I can be togethеr
And honestly, I am fucking alone
Pick the toys from thе shelf
In love with myself
Pretending happily ever after
I go to grocery and I know I am gonna see her there
(Slut) Looking for hummus and I tell her that I like her hair
(Whore) Instant connection as we meet inside the bathroom stall
(Creep) Or was that porno 'cause it didn't go that way at all
And I can't get her off my brain
I just need someone
Help me what am I again
So lets have some fun
I thought I loved her better
This time god damn I really wish it's her
Reality is never the same as the way I saw it in my mind
And I can't believe
I'm fucking alone
I'll meet me tonight
I'll treat myself right
And I'll take me home
Where I can be together
And honestly, I am fucking alone
Pick the toys from the shelf
In love with myself
Pretending happily ever after
I need somebody
Not anybody
You owe me nothing
You are only fucking
I wish you love me
Why don't you love me
Ohh if only, I wasn't lonely
I need somebody
Not anybody
You owe me nothing
You are only fucking
I wish you love me
Why don't you love me
Ohh if only, I wasn't lonely
It is so unhealthy
It's narcissistic
I'm co-dependent
It is so pathetic and I can see now that I am toxic
So let me be now or you will regret it
So let me be now or you will regret it
So let me be now or you will regret it
And I can't believe
I'm fucking alone
I'll meet me tonight
I'll treat myself right
And I'll take me home
Where I can be together
And honestly, I am fucking alone
Pick the toys from the shelf
In love with myself
Pretending happily ever after