When I was 15, I was nothing I was stupid and angry When I was 18, I was blinded I was drunken and lazy But now I'm 19, and then I'll be 20 And I will be king of everything! ♪ And I've been sad for most of my life I'll probably be sad tomorrow I don't like getting drunk Whenever I'm drunk, I feel the same, but a little more dumb ♪ But I'll probably keep getting drunk When I say I'm fine, I'm surely not I just don't have a reason why ♪ I'm just not fine I write these songs to give my pain a name To hide my shame, but I feel so lame ♪ I write these songs to give my pain a name To hide my shame, but it always ends ♪ Hey, well, it always ends I'm not in love I don't believe in love, but I believe in her She was a different kind And at another time, she could've changed my mind But the past is gone, and just like this song Hey, well, it always ends!