I'm afraid to write About bands I like For fear of seeming That I am appealing To a fanbase that I Would like to belong to Would like to report to And at the end of the day I wouldnt feel ashamed of knowing I was playing a dirty Game Thats not me I dont really care What you think Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you No fuck me I'm sorry its just the mood swing Its taking years and years Of The bond of my brain dont Quite work properly And im sorry for everyone and everything For my disability And doing normal people things like talk On the phone or go outside Or maintain friendships Or get a job Or maintain a simple tast to be Alive And in the context of society I am coming to terms with the Fact that I, the fact that I Just might be worth Nothing