My brain is a cynic But my heart is an optimist And my spine can't choose which side it's on And my circulatory system is all fucked up From all the one man ice cream pizza parties I host And I wish there was anything to fix this To make me feel like I'm not sick So I take my medicine, day and night So I take my medicine, as prescribed So I take my medicine, day and night So I take my medicine, as prescribed But I've got nothing to show for it I'm always angry and moody as shit But I've got nothing to show for it Except that I am not dead yet I am not dead yet Not dead yet Not dead yet