This is not who I am This is not who I wanted to be So dependent on society To take care of me Treatment for mental illness Is a poor excuse for inclusiveness And I'm not sure you respect me If you can't understand that it's not all in my head You fall down as much as I do Nobody understands that we're not trying to create distance No, we're just caught up in our own heads Oh so possessed by the spirits that tell us not to do shit Why do you fight all of the lovely people in your life? When you choose to insist that you're alone? What puts you above all of the love that you've been given? Oh, why don't we just take a deep breath? This is not who I am This is not who I wanted to be So dependent on a community That won't even put its trust in me