When I grew up, I wanted to be something so much bigger than I am now But now I understand that All I really wanted to be was something better than I was yesterday And now I know that I Am so much kinder, so much more thoughtful Than I ever could have been when I was a dumbass selfish teenager You can grow up, or you can show up to the show And find a way to make it all about you You wanna jump off the stage Well dude, maybe we don't have the strength to carry you It's easy to be young and reckless when You don't quite have the foresight yet To realize everything you do has an effect On what the world will become tomorrow When I grew up I envisioned Big ass houses, no more stresses Everything would be so much easier out on my own That was just an illusion Fed to us by corporate stooges Ayn Rand was stupid