I, I know it's all inside my head I know I'm just like everyone said That I'm stable in my mind, there's a burning house with time, but for the record you reminded me Reminded me I'm not here alone You took my hand before you took me home And the shivers down my spine were like frozen frames in time out of a corner in my mind But I'm a monster of affection You're my beautiful addiction So lie to me and tell me how I'm okay it's just for now It's just for now I, I've made a fool of myself before Open my eyes leave me wanting more Force me out and make me drown again, force me to save myself in time Time just before I come undone Off of the hills we built I spun Out of control But you've seen it all, you've seen it all That I'm a monster of affection You're my beautiful addiction So lie to me and tell me how I'm okay it's just for now It's just for now What if, what if we were home? And the worst things in this life I could feel? Maybe my eyes would only see what's before me And the only thing I'd have to fear was real But that's not real 'Cause I'm a monster of affection You're my beautiful addiction So lie to me and tell me how I'm okay it's just for now I'm a monster of affection You're my beautiful addiction So lie to me and tell me how I'm okay it's just for now It's just for now