She'd get up and drink coffee I'd sit back and smoke pot Never really thought much about it Never really thought a whole lot Things are different now Things are different now Got a brand new bone to chew Never used to think about nothing Now i only think about you She'd get up by the window I'd stay laid in the bed Never really knew what to say And i don't remember what i said Things are different now Things are different now Got a new hole in my shoe Always gotta take care of something And right now i wanna take care of you Aye aye aye I tried, am i on trial? I'm a child inside, don't smile when I ask ya That's the way to get your ass kicked That's all you really want Thats all you really wanted Just to talk with your cocked head and nod And walk around the garden I suppose you go to bed at night Exhausted yet excited Doesn't count it doesn't count Until you're pissed off just like i am She'd bring lemonade When they weren't ready She'd ask about home And they'd laugh all sweaty Lil bastards Couldn't look right at her after So i made a withdrawal Don't talk about it I learned a new call And well thats how i found her Lil casper Our cabin's a disaster Well I'm a lil more bigger now A lil less trigger I love the lil things a lil more I'm never gonna get too excited If you promise that you'll never get bored Aye aye aye I tried, am i on trial? I'm a child inside, don't smile when I ask it That's the way to get your ass kicked If you don't spill it Then you're in the clear Whatever doesn't kill me Makes me weirder If you don't feel it Then why are you here? You can conceal it But we can still see it Thats all you really want Thats all you really wanted Just to talk with your cocked head and nod And walk around the garden I suppose you go to bed at night Exhausted yet excited Doesn't count it doesn't count Until you're pissed off just like i am That's all you really want, that's all you really wanted Day in, day out I stay in I stay out the way You followed me home You made a wrong turn I start feeling all alone You thought well of me once But once you saw What i call home You had to go You thought well of me once But once we got here You ain't thought of me once You think you're sparing me But you're just scaring me I want what i want! When you're mad i don't matter I don't factor in I got a masters in psychology But back home all i read Is cosmopolitan So average It won't happen They got your back up on the wall But all you had were back-ups all along Did you not decide Or were you not quite Dedicated? In the preparation they were reveling Where every smell was a revelation And it tastes better But it takes forever And it takes everyone's help But you can run along With your little runny eyes, go When the lights come on You gotta decide Where you belong though You've been on my mind Have you been on my Medication? The light below It made your eyes glow You made a wide grin Now theres sin in your bowl The flame grows And the faces of those who came close Fade in Day in, day out I stay in I stay out the way Maybe all i got left is the one side I can cover up but i got nothing to hide I just stare into space I put my hands to my blank face And cry Whatcha think about that Cause i don't got a thing to think about Futures no fun, the moment's overdone And i never loved anything or anyone My friends are responsive, yeah My friends are demonstrative, i guess But they'll only get a call from me, if i Think of them as a commodity, at best All i got left is the one side It never looked better Than that night I was covered in feathers When i was discovered You start growing hair And then everyone wonders Whatcha think about that Why dontcha go and think about it And come right back Yeah once you got your finger on that You figure out how the whole thing's attached And you get mad And you wanna get even You're already getting fat off 40% of the people though But you don't care You don't care either, you're just more aware You don't scare You don't scare easy, so you don't prepare Ooh you got your simmer down-pat You got your simmer down-pat Well you can simmer down now Yeah we got the kids around back And we still gotta live around here for now You've got tactful attacks I'll give you that But I'm gonna need it right back from you You'll be sorry by the sackful, in fact You'll be sorry right when I ask you that I might have a reaction! Guys, I might have a reaction! Guys, sign on to my passion Find online how to access me But if I come into contact You gotta act You gotta call on my emergency contact Fast! It's just my grandma, It's just my aunt They won't answer but they'll call back I'm sorry when you asked me i was high I'm obviously happy to comply I've forgotten all the policies but I Solemnly promise to fall in line What i love best is a fun time Cause all I got left is the one side