I don't like myself lately
I've been floating above you as you are firmly standing
Arms reach out, but with mild eyes
I wish we could comprehend what it is that's really happening
Another day, another swing
Sitting rationalizing
This highlight reel is really just romanticizing
Let's go home
Let's go home
Let's go home
Let's go home
Let's go home
Let's go home
Let's go home
Let's go home
Let's go home
Let's go home
Let's go home
Let's go home
This room doesn't feel the same anymore
Don't want to wake facing away anymore
Though you know I'll always turn back to you
And wonder what a little more time could prove
I just can't keep being like this
Running away with your hand on my wrist
Returning but with a smile to fade
As I look back to earlier days
Sitting silent as I'd wait and feel small
But fighting for it in spite of it all
Disagreements that were never healed
But resolved with a held out hand in a kneel
Apologizing when I knew it was right
Putting love above any of it in spite
Of the fact that we were being unfair
Sympathy we lacked but we were self aware
Humbleness resided but it wouldn't prevail
Two years lopsided with a flick of the tale
I wish you the best and I am sorry to say
We both know things are better off this way
To some degree I believe in fate
You'll find someone to appreciate
All those little things that I will always hold on to