The beginning and at the end
Aye
I gave the money to scrub down
It's baptized, my demons is rinsed
They can't decode it speaking, they just see as intent
They was never fucking with me on my weakest attempt
Ain't no realness really left, it's only me that's exempt
I catch you slipping, I bring a fact for your opinions
I got some dirty mac and if you slacking on your primping
The buzz you had won't even make it past the intermission part
Every good thing ending like what a wishful start we had
I hear them talking, don't believe half
I promised wouldn't think this way again, and then I relapsed
I'm prolly out the way but I'm exactly where to be at
The energy where we at, and home is where my feet at
The road is what I drive on, the chrome is where the seat at
The static cutting close, it only get a nigga feedback
I'm really minding my businesses
Time of the essence for the witnesses
The money? I just told you what I did with it
In the wave, getting paid with big penmanship
Nigga, I'm in the knowing now, and I ain't sleeping at all
My only question, why you even involved?
It ain't for the weak of the heart
Don't do no sleeping too often
This ain't for the weak at the heart
For the weak at the heart
What I get, I deserve, nothing deferred, I'm too ahead of the curve
Word, I had my head fully submerged under the current
They ain't tryna see me flourish though
Don't take it personally
I know you hurting so it's worth it to me
Been on a murderous spree
Letting that Jag' purr right off the curb
Living that lifestyle I write in my words, for real
Wrong or right I show you just how the urgency feel
Clear the room for me, a walk-in emergency drill
I tried to introduce you to it 'fore it all started
Cold game, lost art, drawn line, heart crosses
Still the Satan on my shoulder, never stopped talking
I promise this ain't for the soft-hearted