Feels like I haven't slept in days
But I just keep hanging on
Guess I know that something's wrong
But I keep on doing the same old shit
Think that I'd get sick of it
But I don't know how to quit
And I'm my own worst enemy
Nothing frightens me more
Than dreams
Still just relying on my same old tricks
Why should I push it
Nothing gained but nothing risked
Killing time till I hit that wall
Feels like I'm about to fall
But I just don't care and all
I want
Is to hide away inside
Especially from my pride
And I'm my own worst enemy
Nothing frightens me
At times I sit and wish I was
Different
But then I think "nah" and
Take a hit
All the things that I could have been
Float and drift
My ambition wanders off and
I forget
Just
What
Had
Me
So upset
Time to double down on
My safe bet
But hey
Maybe there's
Hope for me yet
And we all do this to some extent
Rip out our hearts over
Little doubts
Never really trying to
Figure out
Where they came from or
What it's about
And why
Some days
You just can't
Leave the house
Somedays you just can't leave
And all I want
Is to hide away inside
Especially from my pride
And I'm my own worst enemy
Nothing frightens me more than dreams