Can't spend another day in my head
Phone's blowin' up I left 'em on read
Not too sure if I have friends
I'm not who I was back then
Family back home while I'm far way
Scrapin' my pennies no Hardaway
I'm not done I got more to say
But lately I been goin' crazy
Feel like I aged 45 years in the past 5 years of my life
I don't see things how they see things but it's all good I'm alright
Stay up late cuz I can't sleep then wake up earlier than I'd like
Make some coffee then I go grind like it's the last day of my life
Workin' 6 days at my day job
But need more bread I could break off
Labels turn me down yeah I take losses
But soon enough they gon' make offers
I'm not too sure I'm in my right mind I'm insane
Can't out run all of this pain, too many thoughts inside of my brain
I stopped drinking for the time being cuz that just makes everything worse
They want me off my feet and right on my knees but I can't do that no sir
Got a dream to chase to get out this mess into the life I deserve
Momma called me up and she's worried
I told her have faith the plan's workin'
Yeah I talk how I live it
They watch and they mimic
Not close to the level that I am
I cannot stop for a minute
Not even a second
It'd throw off the rate of my climb
On the 101 headin' north
No distractions I'm on course
Look out the window
Take a deep breathe
And always stay true to my worth
Can't spend another day in my head
Phone's blowin' up I left 'em on read
Not too sure if I have friends
I'm not who I was back then
Family back home while I'm far way
Scrapin' my pennies no Hardaway
I'm not done I got more to say
But lately I been goin' crazy
Doing this for the ones who give all they got
But don't get the credit they should
Everyone want me to change but they all the same
I tell 'em all that I'm good
Even though I'm runnin' in these circles
Know I'm here here for a real purpose
So every single day I been searchin'
I am nothing more than a person
Aye
Life's crazy that's facts
Everyone might say that I'm trash
That's all good cuz I know that
They got benched and I'm up next
Yo
I'm saying the things they don't want you to hear
Get up on your feet and raise up your spirit
I'm tired of failure, I'm tired of tears
Your whole life could change in less than a year
So what you gon' do about it
Your life sucks well who allowed it
Think about it
I'm being truthful
This my message from me to you so
Pick up the pace it's time to take action
Because one day you gon' be in a casket
What you put it always come back man
It's called the law of attraction
Let's hope all the fake leave
Stay earning the food that my plate need
They talk a lot it don't faze me
Finally embracing the fact that I'm crazy
Trust in the timing
Doing what I want
Up in my mind
But soon I'll be fine
Tell me
What's gonna change in your life
I'll leave it up to you to decide
Can't spend another day in my head
Phone's blowin' up I left 'em on read
Not too sure if I have friends
I'm not who I was back then
Family back home while I'm far way
Scrapin' my pennies no Hardaway
I'm not done I got more to say
But lately I been goin' crazy