As has you try to break the habit I changed my mind, now I can have it Make me feel alive I've got nothing to hide Would I go chasing after I had myself to blame I knew it meant disaster My house went up in flames I ran until the morning With my heart from my chin I put my soul into this I can't control myself... Why do I still try to chase this life Can only hold my breath All my sanity has gone and I Cannot control myself I went insane trying to forget I hate myself now that I still want it And I wasted my time Must be out of my mind Would I go chasing after I had myself to blame I knew it meant disaster My house went up in flames I ran until the morning With my heart from my chin I put my soul into this I can't control myself... Why do I still try to chase this life Can only hold my breath All my sanity has gone and I Cannot control myself