I had to step back to see who really rock with me
So many setbacks I feel like a clock on me
Seen my homies pouring liquor on my nigga grave
I just pray one day they still take a shot for me
I ain't paying for no pussy that I got for free
I need to know what it is when you not with me
What some little niggas did still shocking me
My homies talked behind my back and it got to me
Had to start this shit from scratch it was underneath
All this mental health it feel like a lobotomy
See a Nigga die up the block from me
I'm highly favored ain't no fucking bullet stopping me
I know my guardian angel still watching me
I just pray that one day Zell and Bub squash the beef
Dear lord and I know I don't pray enough
It might not mean much to you but mean a lot
I feel like god really gave Jesus spot to me
And all this time I ain't really have a pot to pee
I'm from the bottom and it feel like the top to me
Tell me that you love me when you climb on top of me
Been grinding so long some nights I forgot to sleep
Been trying to hold on sometimes I forgot to eat
To keep it g we ain't accepting no apologies
Man I swear to god these pussies niggas squat to pee uhh
I been going through some shit that nobody couldn't see
I was showing niggas love when nobody love me
Know we started from the mud but them boys betrayed me
I know they wanna go and judge so I practice what I preach
I been thinking bout a lot of shit like where I'm gone be
I been trying to stay positive the devil on me
I done made a lot of promises I knew I couldn't keep
I just pray the ones I'm rocking with ain't plotting on me
OG that's my kinfolk play with him you cut throat
For any Nigga plotting we drawing down it's no pencil
Niggas just been lying to my face through his dentals
I don't trust nobody I'm the only one I vent to
Fam said I got it I just overthink to much
Shawty say she want some love but all I want is lust
You wasn't down with me you can't shine when I get up
I drop wood and tell her you gotta pack this shit up yaa
I said these niggas dead I'm finna take this to the grave
I been laying low playing cool staying out the way
I been on my marathon but I been running my own pace
I do big bag carry on flying out of state
Man this shit so lethal making movies
Like it's regal the ones that doubted me was all my peers and all my teachers
It's crazy how the table turn you see I got my feet up
The same ones ain't give a damn I turn into believers
Ohhh
Setback
On me