Make it to heaven they say hell what it's costing
I tried to boss up my niggas man that shit so exhausting
Try to prevent me from losing em' and I still went and lost em'
They treat me like I'm Jesus they gone still double cross me
I never change on my niggas
I seen it happen to often
It turn my homie to killer now I'm closing his coffin
I feel the pain in my spirit to wipe these devils up off us
To sell your soul to some millions
Now that's One hell of an offer
Money may seem unfulfilling
I use to trap out the building
But now I rap for a living you should see what I'm building
And I was praying for hope to put the packs in the ceiling
I use to bury the coke me and my niggas go dig it
It really hurt me inside I really shot At some niggas
But I ain't finish the job so I still gotta kill em'
And when you look in my eyes you can't tell how I'm feeling
And everybody need help I'm just the one to admit
Some nights I pray and my hands be shaking
Like fuck this whole conversation
I pop it pop and pop and go pop your whole population
Fell out with my bitch it's one hell of a situation
I'm patching the shit but right now it's too complicated
I'm thinking bout shit like what's stopping me from making it
I'm taking a risk the ones that's not be the ones that's hating
I'll die bout this shit hope the feelings reciprocated
My life was a gift I told my family just celebrate it
It's either prison or death
All my soldiers kept passing
I started viewing myself
Seen myself in a casket
And I came up with a plan
Started making it happen
And they ain't give me a chance
But I got tired of just asking
And I got dealt with a hand that motivated my actions
To understand what I'm saying I drove my purpose with passion
I put my life in the music just impacted my absence
And take my story and use it
For me it's death or this rapping
I had to
I'm talking drop top foreign shops
This rapping shit a blessing
Uh phony ops I show em' out
They know I send a message uh
Times hard, grind hard the pressure can't effect it
Fucking with them pretty bitches know I got a fetish
See I'm selling pharmaceuticals you know I was selected
The chosen one unusual you know they can't accept it
The ceremony beautiful I cried cause I can't help it
I been to more funerals then I been to weddings
I'm like lord breathe your breath in me
I don't wanna lose myself reveal to me my destiny
Trying to grow through the change things could be so mistaken
I had to grind through the pain say I'm destined for greatness
They see how far I done came all it took me was patience
To sell my soul to this fame see my body cremated
It's either prison or death
All my soldiers kept passing
I started viewing myself seen myself in a casket
And I came up with a plan
Started making it happen
And they ain't give me a chance
But I got tired of just asking
And I got dealt with a hand that motivated my actions
To understand what I'm saying I drove my purpose with passion
I put my life in the music just impacted my absence
And take my story and use it
For me it's death or this rapping
I had to