Juggling my emotions hard to hide that I'm struggling
Money drive you crazy you don't know the pain it's coming with
100 years plus life my homie can't see the judge again
To reduce his time cooperating with the government
I can't feel my soul I'm starting to feel out of touch with it
To bring somebody close I ain't really had no luck at it
I can't even trust I'm giving up. I think I'm done with it
My ex broke my heart
I swear it's hard for me to love again
Skip said it's only one life it ain't no renewing
JC that's my nigga for life sometimes I lean to em
Bobbie told me right on the phone how much I mean to em
Gyro said these more than just songs this shit way deep to em
Gavin been down since day one it's like a dream to em
I give all my Niggas some hope that's what I bring to em
I keep all my women real close I'm like a king to em
I love all my bitches the most try not to cling to em
I been trying to talk to god sometimes I sing to em
He told me spread my arms and fly in like a wing to em
Keep your eyes open for haters so you can see through em
We gone pull up and cremate em so y'all can't preview em
God see my vision more greater keep what you keep doing
Every single morning I wake up I got to speak to em
We ain't tolerating no traitors that want the dream ruined
If we falling out bout the paper the terms ain't renewing
They gone turn they back on the gang
But that's okay
They gone double back on the train
And that's okay
They gone piss and tell you it's rain
But that's okay
They gone throw the dirt on my name
Fuck what them haters say
They gone try to tell you I changed
But that's okay
A Nigga he gone take all the blame
But I'm okay
I been trying to deal with the pain
But I just pray
I be like yea fuck all the fame
I keep looking the other way
Something in my devotion made me wise it's so humbling
Go against my emotions kept my eyes on the hustling
Causing up this commotion bumps & bruises had me stumbling
Labels want control to sell my soul they want my publishing
I was down bad I was hopeless you should see the shit I'm up against
I was dealing with some copping alcohol it ain't enough of it
All this pain my heart been holding had to take whatever come with it
Seen my ex and homie folded it been hard for me to stomach it
That's why I never gave up I was set on my niggas
And when push came to shove I still bet on my niggas
And I ain't lift nobody up instead of my Niggas
And I ain't put no one above no one ahead of my niggas
That's real shit
I lost some women cause myself was undiscovered
Still think if times was different would we even see each other
Fell in love with mermaid but my heart gone have to suffer
I've been trying to be more brave had to hide how much I love her
They gone turn they back on the gang
But that's okay
They gone double back on the train
And that's okay
They gone piss and tell you it's rain
But that's okay
They gone throw the dirt on my name
Fuck what them haters say
They gone try to tell you I changed
But that's okay
A Nigga he gone take all the blame
But I'm okay
I been trying to deal with the pain
But I just pray
I be like yea fuck all the fame
I keep looking the other way
Okay okay okay
I'll be
Okay okay okay
It'll be
Okay
If I pray
Okay okay okay
Everyday
Okay okay okay
I know I'll be okay