I'm feeling lost and hopeless. Where am I going?
I don't even know where my phone is
Not like anyone's calling me as I'm crawling
Dragging my feet through the bullshit
Why do I feel like this? What is it that I miss?
Maybe in time we can decide if ignorance is bliss
I wake up to a room bathed in moonlight
I can't read the text on my monitor, it's too bright
"Good Night" is what I'm hoping, but I know that ain't right
My sight is just a manifestation of my mind's
Desire to be acknowledged for skills that I have acquired
'Cause maybe if I'm useful then I'll learn to feel undivided
As in whole. It's just a guess, but who knows
If I can still grow, is the answer yes or no?
The me right now that's in front of you is different than the
Me that I see in the mirror's view. It's kinda difficult
How do I explain to you? That me you see is residue
Leftover from a different life that surely was incredible, yeah
I am the ghost of a ghost, but don't let nobody know
The only time I come to life is when I'm drowning my soul
I need to get up and go. I got nowhere to be
Still I need to leave
Brake lights on the freeway turn into late nights
In the Stardust Speedway. There's hardly ever leeway
To impact on frontiers is absurd
Screaming at nothing while wishing to be heard
But I'll grin and bear until I'm running low on patience
My heart ain't there. The space within my chest is vacant
But I don't care, so I'll fake it 'til I finally make it
Yeah, I don't care. I'll fake it 'til I fuckin' make it
Feeling lost and hopeless. Where am I going?
I don't even know where my phone is
Not like anyone's calling me as I'm crawling
Dragging my feet through the bullshit
Why do I feel like this? What is it that I miss?
Maybe in time we can decide if ignorance is bliss
Give me love. Give me pain. Give me rage
All your agony the same way I'm feeling when on stage
How I feel when I hear your name. Guarding my heart made you insane
Everything wrong; I'm the blame. Know my ego killed our flame
Broken hearts don't feel, but a bullet to the dome will
No my heart ain't steel, but it still got a cold chill
Tasted my success, was obsessed. Got the whole meal
Now my everyday is a mess that I can't heal
Everyday I'm doin' shit that don't matter. This foolishness
Keeps me slightly sane. Just to be happy; my only wish
Changin' like the Omnitrix. Different friend groups I equip
Switchin' to a face that equates to end the loneliness
What am I doing here? Why I'm so traumatized?
Fighting my suicide. Know we're all meant to die
What are you doing here? I know you're traumatized
I stopped your suicide. You were not meant to die
You were meant to live another day and be okay
Love and wickedness it sways. Put my head inside a daze
My life always been a maze. Feel I'm wastin' all my days
Still I cannot bring myself to come and remedy my ways
But it's cool. Hell yeah, I'm good
Born a fool. Misunderstood
I'm a ghoul. Never been alive, so
Whenever I go hope it's quick, not slow. Yeah
Feeling lost and hopeless. Where am I going?
I don't even know where my phone is
Not like anyone's calling me as I'm crawling
Dragging my feet through the bullshit
Why do I feel like this? What is it that I miss?
Maybe in time we can decide if ignorance is bliss
I'm feeling lost and hopeless. Where am I going?
I don't even know where my phone is
Not like anyone's calling me as I'm crawling
Dragging my feet through the bullshit
Why do I feel like this? What is it that I miss?
And I said "Maybe in time we can decide if ignorance is bliss." Yeah