I love you
But now I gotta know
If you'd be into Star Trek
You're so cool
I'm sure you'd choke it down
But in my dreams
You make us watch it
Sprawled out on my couch
We don't make out
We just fan out on Spock
Only way I can feel
Like it's nineteen sixty nine again
I'm not scared of how cool you seem
I'm just depressed
By who the world let me be
Being a boy is a curse you see
I'm so scared that this is just me
Silver little screen
Staring right through me
No wonder I'm so lonely
You're so kind to me
But I'm just weak
I'm sorry I still watch it
Your unafraid kindness
Makes me realize I'm no monster
But sometimes when I'm in you
My body feels like a dagger
I'm not scared of how cool you seem
I'm just depressed
By who the world let me be
Being a boy is a curse you see
I'm so scared that this is just me
I wanna tell you everything
But if you saw what's in my head
I know you're gonna hate me
I'm so scared that you're gonna leave me
I'm so scared that this is just me
I'm so scared (I'm so scared)
That this is just me
I'm so scared (I'm so scared)
That this is just me
I'm so scared that this is just me
I'm so scared that this is just me