(Am I good?
It's going?
Okay)
I've been working so much
I ain't got time for sleep
And I've been sleeping so much
I ain't got time for dreams
And after all this time
It's too dark to see
But I'll keep pushing ahead even if it kills me
And I'll still wish you the best even though you hate me
Don't tell me it's okay
Been suicidal ever since
I lost all sense of what it meant
To feel alive
Or feel okay
Or feel awake
Or feel a thing
So hold me close
Let me tell you
All the shit
I had to go through
Just to be
A second thought
A memory
Best you forgot
It's hard enough
To stay alive
When it's too much
To say goodbye
I'll stay like this
I'll stay alive
And hope it's better
Down the line
But if it's not
I guess that I'm
A total loss
Until I die
Total loss
Until I die