Oh my god if you can hear me now Please forgive me for the things I've done I don't want to have to live in pain Please don't let me fucking die alone Why Now? I don't want to live like this I don't want to feel like this I do not deserve this shit Get the fuck out Hatred Anguish Heartache Regret Lost love Cut ties Lies Was it all a lie? Was it all a lie? It was all a lie Fuck Lower me into the ground until the walls cave in Let me be lower than dirt, as i have always been I don't even feel human anymore My soul left with you And all that's left is fucking Smoldered Calloused Blistered Scalded Washed up Burnt out Tarnished Ruined Burn all our memories