There seems to be
A problem with me
I just can't seem
To go through the motions and feel like I'm mentally free
It punishes me
Devoid sense of reality
Destructive to me
So heavy I'm stuck to my seat
How'd I get in this position?
Immobilized by indecision
Negative predisposition
Involuntarily reconditioned
This is not who
Not who I want to be
It can't be true
This feeling is smothering me