I drove away so slowly
Somebody's chasing the car
I lay awake, I'm only
Slightly afraid of the dark
I heard a noise, I know I did
Someone's inside of the house
Did I lock the doors? I hope I did
When you find my body, don't bury me under the grounds
I wanna burn, I don't deserve flowers and words
You'll never bury me under the grounds
I wanna burn, I don't deserve flowers and words
You'll never bury me under the-
Grounded inside of reality
I used to count on myself for stability
Stubborn defiant mentality
I never had insecurities killing me
I wasn't rid with anxiety
Buried beneath indecision and doubt
They weren't living inside of me
Screaming as Karras is ripping 'em out
Nothing ever hits you like your first time
Xanax couldn't make it stop before
Feels like I've yet to see my worst night
Panic finds you praying on the floor
I drove away so slowly
Somebody's chasing the car
I lay awake, I'm only
Slightly afraid of the dark
I heard a noise, I know I did
Someone's inside of the house
Did I lock the doors? I hope I did
When you find my body, don't bury me under the grounds
I wanna burn, I don't deserve flowers and words
You'll never bury me under the grounds
I wanna burn, I don't deserve flowers and words
You'll never bury me under the-
Grounded inside of delirium
I couldn't face my regret if I wanted to
Cover my ears when I'm hearing 'em
I live in fear of the voices that haunted you
I wasn't taking the pills for the hell of it
I was beginning to fall
I feel like Regan Macneil in the ending
'Cause I don't remember at all
Nothing ever hits you like your first time
Xanax couldn't make it stop before
Feels like I've yet to see my worst night
Panic finds you praying on the floor
I drove away so slowly
Somebody's chasing the car
I lay awake, I'm only
Slightly afraid of the dark
I heard a noise, I know I did
Someone's inside of the house
Did I lock the doors? I hope I did
When you find my body, don't bury me under the grounds
I wanna burn, I don't deserve flowers and words
You'll never bury me under the grounds
I wanna burn, I don't deserve flowers and words
You'll never bury me under the-
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I don't know if I can hold it together
My heart is turning cold with the weather
October forever, I'm over the terror
I'm part of it now
I don't deserve your parting words
Remember the voices I heard
Just let me burn, the choices I made
My mistakes would come back from the grave
But you buried me
A funeral I don't condone
The fire would give me a sense of finality
Not an eternal abode
And I'll never be
In solace in my head again
Six feet beneath every lie and deceit
I would die here in peace but I can't see the light in the end